I need to get the hell outta here :((((( I just want to go. In days like these I hate to be myself. I just don't know how to deal with this feeling. I hate the day after party, which makes no sense. If you had fun, what's the point in all of this sadness? Is it some kind of punishement for feeling happy the previous day?

I am filled with sadness today. It's glued to me, and no matter what I do, I just can't take it off. So it makes me think, is it natural to me, this sadness? Or is it just an alcohol late side effect?